Archive for March, 2008

Pain and Agony

Posted by hteodosio on Mar-31-2008

Agony and pain, this is what I’m experiencing right now. It keeps ringing also in the lower portion of my ear. Teary eyes the whole morning, try not to think of it but the more I do not think of it the more it hurts. I tried drinking something to forget the pain, to do something as not to be reminded of the pain that I felt.

As the sun begins to set, I keep having this pain, ask for suggestions on how it can be relieved, a tablet every 4 -6 hours that I tried hoping that this pain maybe gone, the pain have subside and I thought that was it but alas it was just wishful thinking in my part. Took another tablet that makes it 2 for the day so far the pain is gone but for how many hours?

Made arrangement with an expert regarding this pain and I hope the pain shall leave and never be back again.

How I really hate this to have this TOOTHACHE and its driving me nuts.

Wordpress 2.5

Posted by hteodosio on Mar-31-2008

Last night, I notice a WordPress update warning from my WP-Dashboard, so I wondered and it occurred to me has the month of January passed? As i have recalled I just recently update my WP version to 2.3 and now 2.5 is here.

In a span of 2 months a new update and version is up and ready, how technology of the internet world is much faster in changing for the better of all technology,much more progressive than those government in my country so to speak. It would take years for a certain improvement to be conceptualize and another years to make it provable by the people governing the government.

For somehow WP 2.5 differs is much more user friendly than the previous version, although I’m not that much of a tech persona, but from recent feedbacks they conclude to have fixed the bugs that were present in the previous versions.

Also I notice that there is an option to have passwords encrypted to your post if you just want certain individuals to view that post which for me has its ups and downs.
I haven’t much gave a chance to venture this new version of WP but somehow it seems easy and I think I notice that there is a difference when writing blogs as it seems the options for using an HTML codes and writing the normal way is almost similar.

For those who haven’t change to a newer version you can check your dashboard for warnings that you need to update to a newer version

Stillness of the mind and body

Posted by hteodosio on Mar-31-2008

Voices ringing in my head, a different thoughts and ideas clinging to my mind. The sense of fear and urgency. Body ain’t responsive to the thoughts I want to procure, have to raise my head somehow. Have to give that body a nudge or even just a flick of a finger to give that energy to move.

Slowly I can sense life going to my body, eyes flickering seeing rays of sunlight looming inside the dark corner, Last ditched effort to move my body “Turn Body Turn!” Give me strength to turn as my mind cried out. Then with a sudden force of movement, my body turn. “Alas I can move!”

Without another minute to spare suddenly open my eyes as my body turned, using the momentum of my body I suddenly flung my arms to give support and to raise my body from a still movement. Then I heard voices again which made me realize and felt assured.

I AM AWAKE” Got to prepare my self for my morning job!

Trip that was hindered

Posted by hteodosio on Mar-29-2008

A week long plan that got bump along the way. Thats what I feel right now, I was ready and set to go for a place I want for but for some sudden circumstance it never materialize cause something along the way hindered it.

Being in a state of depression right now cause I was much excited, and already pack my things and all of the sudden the last minute you got this insights someone or something is blocking that way for your trip.

Really hate this feeling. I hate this depression I have. Maybe tonight I’ll just drown my sorrows.

Signs of increase blood pressure

Posted by hteodosio on Mar-27-2008

I’m getting real close riding the express 30’s age, and I’m showing signs of unhealthy body. Just awhile ago, I have to use the stairs to get to the 5th floor where our office is located as the elevator is broken for 2 days in a row now, and upon arriving I was out of breath and pantting heavily. After a couple of minutes, my head started to hurt and I can sense pain in the back of the neck which is a sign of increase of blood pressure.

Then it hit me, I should have starte to change my lifestyle to a healthy one, and many have you might suggest that I should have stared early, I might have agreed with you but that was in the past, and i can still say and their no way I could change the past but just have to reevaluate my lifestyle to suit my present state.

Also I like to quote this “Beauty is not only the outside appearance but what makes an individual more stunning and beautiful is the personality in which a person has that makes him or her shine among others”